Don’t you wish you understood all that God asked of you before it cost you anything? I sure do; but He’s God, and I’m not. God has asked significant things of you and I that we may not fully grasp. Maybe things are never made clear except that He asks of our obedience. Every human has the right to say “yes” or “no”. We make it complicated, but it really isn’t. Like Abraham, I choose to trust Him anyway despite my limited knowledge and sometimes my shaky belief.
“By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going”. Hebrews 11:8